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I usually love horror movies to death, I love the jump scares, love the illusions, love the suspense, love the blood and gore, love everything. But I recently saw a horror movie that was not what I was expecting and it completely threw me off guard and for the first time ever.....


I had a panic attack.

I grew up watching horror movies and I had grown accustomed to them. I would flinch a little or laugh at them. This movie had domestic violence and abuse in it (and a pretty good amount) that it triggered a panic attack and I broke out crying during the movie. This is the first time I've ever had a panic attack over something I love.


I'm having a really hard time coping over this. I can't believe this happened to me. I can't believe I allowed this to happen. I've had panic attacks in the past, but this one shook me.


I mean, what's next?! I have a stupid panic attack over playing video games or from reading a book!!?? I feel so mad, disappointed and embarrassed that this happened. I thought I was getting stronger, but now I can see that I was never moving forward to begin with.....

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:iconcodtronxx9:
codtronxx9 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2015
Hey names Cody looks like we're on the same team in trezs group don't worry I'm a nice guy
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:iconshadowfollowed:
Shadowfollowed Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2015
Hello.
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:iconcodtronxx9:
codtronxx9 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2015
So maki huh

What are like a bunny or something for your bankai or
What

Cause based on the profile pic you seem innocent

No offense
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Shadowfollowed Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2015
I'm a fox! and don't let my looks fool you. I'm like a fox, cute until I'm backed into a corner....
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BlackRose365 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
love your hetalia works can't weight for your next one
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:iconshadowfollowed:
Shadowfollowed Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
There is never going to be a next one
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BlackRose365 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
not even for a request
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:iconshadowfollowed:
Shadowfollowed Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
Not unless I get something good in return
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BlackRose365 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015
love your hetalia works can't weight for your next one
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xXRaggedFangXx Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
I like you hetalia x readers ^w^Italy (Happy) [V1] 
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